The Rides Of Life

4.40am now...... woke up suddenly from my sleep.....
dunno why, had no nightmare or dream..... just an instant reaction
sheesh, i'm losing it i guess..... can't get back to sleep no matter how i try
oh well, it's 2 hours before i go to camp.....

i gotta get myself out of this misery......
i dun want to be trapped and brought down......
i need to realise the reality and accept it......
it's hard, but somehow that's life i guess......
it's about time i should move on.....
I've been in this state for too long......
all this pain and grief just adds up to nothing.....
nobody will take any pity and sympathy
it's a selfish world out there.....

gotta brace up.....

posted by de @ 1:57 PM